I thought

I thought what I planned will be like what I thought;
I thought what I dreamed will be come true like what I thought;
I really thought that I can handled everything just like what I thought;
I really thought the life should be better than before like what I thought;
and finally I feel a stream of frustration along with me because of I'm over opinionated;
Sigh~~~! I really really thought like what I really thought, overestimate myself, I'm stupid.

My target

I target to publish 2 journals within half year, get my master degree within one year, apply a stable job after one year, get marry within two years.

A lot...

A lot of thought, a lot of felt and a lot of words to say but I don't know how to start.

Happy birthday My Dear

Yesterday was my birthday and tomorrow is the birthday of my girl friend.
Dear, I wish you happy happy birthday! Love you always and pretty always. ^o^

More you know more you don't know

I experienced this after I interviewed at PICC. It's absolutely right liked my supervisor told me that as much as you know, as much you don't know. This is the fact knowledge have no endings. How do you think?

Chinese New Year Mood

Chinese New Year is near, I now in new year mood. However I need to stayed near campus until this Friday. I want go back, I want go back cause doing nothing (actually got many jobs need to do but lazy) here make me feel bored.
I born in year of tiger, hope that everything go smooth in this year and bring me more luck => !

Ten symbols I usually use

1) =.=''' sweat (three line)

2) =p feel embarrassed (paisei)

3) =) smile

4) =D laugh

5) => happily smiling

6) ^^ flash

7) @.@ faint

8) *.~ wink (sometime means okay)

9) ... ... speak-less (no comment)

10) ^(@)^ pig

After the assessment

Today is my day of first assessment for defending my current study or research status. However, everything is not going smoothed. Both me and my colleague presented quite okay I think, but we less some issues sense and the panel feel that we are not mature yet to research by PhD. Faint, it's true that I cannot denied. They want us to produce more journal and publication so that they can report to the minister and ... ...
After the assessment, we discuss with our supervisor and he agree that to let us continue our PhD topic but we need to come out a master thesis after doing the first part of the topics without empirical evaluation. The job continue after finish up the master thesis, but we still in PhD status just with difference situation. I feel weird but I think this is a good solution for both of "unmature" student. Ha ha! Thank God.

Survivor?

Second of February is my important day. Thing that awaiting for me is neither enjoyment nor expectant because I'm going to present my first assessment on that Tuesday morning. I don't know whether I can survive from the obstacles set by evaluators or not? Promise to myself, I'll do my best rather than try my best. Also pray a lot to keep myself strong in spiritually. Wish me luck and all the best~

Sound of time flow

I was in lab now, 3am++, the time just pass as usual without waiting for me. I know it's an impossible mission to me by giving short time to produce the proposal but I keep talk to myself don't give up. Whether tomorrow is the deadline, at least I have today can complete it. God bless me!

Sudden

Yesterday I answered a called from my faculty, they said I need to submit 3 copies of proposal to them by this Friday and as late as Monday. Oh~ so sudden! What can I respond to this incidence? By the way, after I going back to my house, one of my housemate called a truck to move all the furniture from his room. Before he leave, he told me that his will move by end of this month cause his cousin request him to take care his house. He also told me that I can rent the room that he stayed before. At the night, my coursemates on behalf theirs friend's friend came to survey the room I'm going to rent without told me early. I was not surprised because I quite normal with suddenly incident already.

A lot of things come in this week, it's difficult for me to complete parallel. What can I do since I'm not superman!

Fat or fit

Sometime I'm struggling this issue as well. Thank to my girl friend of her care make my body weight increased. Last time I knew is around 60kg but now I'm around 66kg and I believe it will increase "silently". This is a good news for me actually cause no more family asking me why I'm looked thin... Nevertheless, I start to worry about my healthy. The time I practice martial art, I feel like heavy on my body, sigh~ Does anyway make myself look fatter but still fit inside? Ha, dreaming!

Lab close

When I reached my lab today, I saw an interesting notice at the door...

That means I not need go to the lab until next Thursday. Then what I'm going to do at home?

Thunder, Rain, Sick

It is half past five, I remained in my lab. Now I have no mood to stay here but the rain stopped me to going back. Nothing to do here, just nothing to do, so I blog about nothing just boredom, sigh~ I got a little fewer, where I haven't fully recovery from sickness. Dizzy and headache accompany me, I need a rest. Please stop, please, why it's still thundering, why the rain don't stop! Let me back, I miss my bed...

Happy New Year

I wish all my blog readers Happy New Year 2010. I hope that 2010 will be a successful year to me no matter in study, work and life. All the best and God bless.

Ho~ Ho~ HO~~

Ho~ ho~ ho~, I admitted that I was lazy to update and have no idea to blog. Six day after Christmas will saying bye bye to year 2009. More challenge will come means I must prepare for my coming semester of research. This semester will be very critical for me, as it will determine whether is it a right decision to continue study. I believe not much person will understand what I mean, ha. Not important, I wish everyone Merry Christmas an a happy new year!

Christmas Carolling. Love you Jesus!

A Christmas Carol

My laptop came back for me finally by this evening. One week services is difficult time for me because I have many tasks to do like prepared document, email and etc. What happen to my 'lappy'? Actually there were not some big case, just a little sickness only started from the day I bought. Come back to the story, I was using the PC at my lab after the day without laptop. Since my PC at the lab did not have the internet cable connection, then I force to borrow wireless network card from my housemate who did also my old friend. It was quite tricky to install this hardware smoothly actually that's why my friend can't made it and throw his PC aside out of his room. I was so lucky cause I successfully installed into my PC and the speed of connection in lab was fantastic because now was semester break. By the way, I was so tired to continue writing this post, and feel dizzy because of sleepless. Christmas is coming, yeah~ the movie "A Christmas Carol" was release by today cast by Jim Carrey but I think I'm a little busy to watch it this few days, it's okay that I can pick out some time to watch with my friend later. Cheer~

Say Hi

After the graduation, friends, all have their various busy, it seems that the opportunity to meet reduced. Once old friends, partners and schoolmates do not know how are you! Fortunately, if it fine? Or still having difficulties? Is good we have gathering occasionally, together to chat about our memories and future!

Difficult to meet girls desire?

Like title, do you agree that it's difficult to meet girls desire? Please give your value advice.

My First Salary

Today before I meet with my supervisor, a staff from Corporate Affair ask about my name. I feel curious, but she is giving me a cheque paid by university. I suddenly turn to happiness but I didn't show it out. Finally it come, and it temporary fix the front problem of mine. ^^