Ten symbols I usually use

1) =.=''' sweat (three line)

2) =p feel embarrassed (paisei)

3) =) smile

4) =D laugh

5) => happily smiling

6) ^^ flash

7) @.@ faint

8) *.~ wink (sometime means okay)

9) ... ... speak-less (no comment)

10) ^(@)^ pig

After the assessment

Today is my day of first assessment for defending my current study or research status. However, everything is not going smoothed. Both me and my colleague presented quite okay I think, but we less some issues sense and the panel feel that we are not mature yet to research by PhD. Faint, it's true that I cannot denied. They want us to produce more journal and publication so that they can report to the minister and ... ...
After the assessment, we discuss with our supervisor and he agree that to let us continue our PhD topic but we need to come out a master thesis after doing the first part of the topics without empirical evaluation. The job continue after finish up the master thesis, but we still in PhD status just with difference situation. I feel weird but I think this is a good solution for both of "unmature" student. Ha ha! Thank God.

Survivor?

Second of February is my important day. Thing that awaiting for me is neither enjoyment nor expectant because I'm going to present my first assessment on that Tuesday morning. I don't know whether I can survive from the obstacles set by evaluators or not? Promise to myself, I'll do my best rather than try my best. Also pray a lot to keep myself strong in spiritually. Wish me luck and all the best~

Sound of time flow

I was in lab now, 3am++, the time just pass as usual without waiting for me. I know it's an impossible mission to me by giving short time to produce the proposal but I keep talk to myself don't give up. Whether tomorrow is the deadline, at least I have today can complete it. God bless me!

Sudden

Yesterday I answered a called from my faculty, they said I need to submit 3 copies of proposal to them by this Friday and as late as Monday. Oh~ so sudden! What can I respond to this incidence? By the way, after I going back to my house, one of my housemate called a truck to move all the furniture from his room. Before he leave, he told me that his will move by end of this month cause his cousin request him to take care his house. He also told me that I can rent the room that he stayed before. At the night, my coursemates on behalf theirs friend's friend came to survey the room I'm going to rent without told me early. I was not surprised because I quite normal with suddenly incident already.

A lot of things come in this week, it's difficult for me to complete parallel. What can I do since I'm not superman!

Fat or fit

Sometime I'm struggling this issue as well. Thank to my girl friend of her care make my body weight increased. Last time I knew is around 60kg but now I'm around 66kg and I believe it will increase "silently". This is a good news for me actually cause no more family asking me why I'm looked thin... Nevertheless, I start to worry about my healthy. The time I practice martial art, I feel like heavy on my body, sigh~ Does anyway make myself look fatter but still fit inside? Ha, dreaming!

Lab close

When I reached my lab today, I saw an interesting notice at the door...

That means I not need go to the lab until next Thursday. Then what I'm going to do at home?